On being a Gemini,
It can be a bitch; I woke up this morning to the two sides of my brain arguing. The dialog went something like this, “Just because you can write is no reason you should,” to which the other side said” you are so mechanical, give you a nut and a bolt to screw with and you will entertain your simple self the rest of the day” Being a Gemini is bad enough but to have one a writer and the other an engineer … Seesh, everything has to be a dialog, why can’t we have more monologues. Sometimes I try to remove my side from the equation and just set back and try to evaluate ongoing situation.
I know that I am not the first person to do so, but going through a near death situation gives one a new perspective on life. There is a old saying about this being the first day of the rest of your life. Well that has new meaning when you have been to the point that you have seen the day that may have been the last day of your life.
They say, when the time comes, your life will flash by. I did not see it. There were some things in my past life that I would like to have seen again, but come to think about it, there were parts of it that perhaps would best be left un-reviewed. Others, who read this have been down to the river sphinx and did not have the required fare or found the boatman had pushed off without them, may have had a different experience. I, for one, am not going to be waiting by the river for the boat man to return. I have things to do.
In the process, I felt the presence of Spirit, Whatever you wish to call that force that the three initiates of the Kybalion refer to as “ The ALL” because there is no words or thoughts that can capture the scope of the master creator that created us and all else in “Mind” It is said (by man) that God created man in his own image, Man, not knowing what GOD looked like, created God in his image.
In the darkest of the hour, was a light, no it was not the white light that others talk about, but it was the light of love or those who surrounded me, from my Children that showed up to support their Dad, to the doctors (and nurses) that was using their training, experience, and concern to try to ascertain what the situation was and how best to affect it. Even my departed Brother-in-law, Andrew, made his presence known. Andrew and I must have a connection from another place and time. I am convinced that he is functioning as my Spirit guide.
The message that was delivered to me was, you have no idea of the great number or people that love you, and you probably don’t know the vast number of people that you love. I am convinced that this whole ordeal was Devine Intervention. The message is, your work here is not finished. I have things to do. In my “recovery time” it is to open my eyes, open my heart, and open my mind as to the paths that I am being directed to take.
I have always been gratuitous of my blessings, I have found in retrospect that I have been blessed for more than I had ever realized. It is to maintain that awareness and perhaps just to encourage looking for the blessings that is in their life.
To all who have stood by me in this event this comes to mind. Matthew 25:40 Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
And a parting thought Jesus was asked this very question by a Pharisee who was considered to be “an expert in the law” (Matthew 22:34–36). Jesus answered by saying, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with your mind. This is the greatest and most important commandment. The second is like it: Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets depend on these two commandments” (Matthew 22:37–40).
“Just because you can write is no reason you should” Perhaps it is the reason why. Take some time today for quiet thoughts with God, Look inside, that is where you will find him and Join me in Gratitude, Thank you for the love, friendship and being in my life. I hold you in the highest esteem as a gift from GOD, I know the gift is quality because GOD doesn’t build junk. If I hold you as so special, how can you hold yourself as any thing less ??
Blessings 3/11/2016
It can be a bitch; I woke up this morning to the two sides of my brain arguing. The dialog went something like this, “Just because you can write is no reason you should,” to which the other side said” you are so mechanical, give you a nut and a bolt to screw with and you will entertain your simple self the rest of the day” Being a Gemini is bad enough but to have one a writer and the other an engineer … Seesh, everything has to be a dialog, why can’t we have more monologues. Sometimes I try to remove my side from the equation and just set back and try to evaluate ongoing situation.
I know that I am not the first person to do so, but going through a near death situation gives one a new perspective on life. There is a old saying about this being the first day of the rest of your life. Well that has new meaning when you have been to the point that you have seen the day that may have been the last day of your life.
They say, when the time comes, your life will flash by. I did not see it. There were some things in my past life that I would like to have seen again, but come to think about it, there were parts of it that perhaps would best be left un-reviewed. Others, who read this have been down to the river sphinx and did not have the required fare or found the boatman had pushed off without them, may have had a different experience. I, for one, am not going to be waiting by the river for the boat man to return. I have things to do.
In the process, I felt the presence of Spirit, Whatever you wish to call that force that the three initiates of the Kybalion refer to as “ The ALL” because there is no words or thoughts that can capture the scope of the master creator that created us and all else in “Mind” It is said (by man) that God created man in his own image, Man, not knowing what GOD looked like, created God in his image.
In the darkest of the hour, was a light, no it was not the white light that others talk about, but it was the light of love or those who surrounded me, from my Children that showed up to support their Dad, to the doctors (and nurses) that was using their training, experience, and concern to try to ascertain what the situation was and how best to affect it. Even my departed Brother-in-law, Andrew, made his presence known. Andrew and I must have a connection from another place and time. I am convinced that he is functioning as my Spirit guide.
The message that was delivered to me was, you have no idea of the great number or people that love you, and you probably don’t know the vast number of people that you love. I am convinced that this whole ordeal was Devine Intervention. The message is, your work here is not finished. I have things to do. In my “recovery time” it is to open my eyes, open my heart, and open my mind as to the paths that I am being directed to take.
I have always been gratuitous of my blessings, I have found in retrospect that I have been blessed for more than I had ever realized. It is to maintain that awareness and perhaps just to encourage looking for the blessings that is in their life.
To all who have stood by me in this event this comes to mind. Matthew 25:40 Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
And a parting thought Jesus was asked this very question by a Pharisee who was considered to be “an expert in the law” (Matthew 22:34–36). Jesus answered by saying, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with your mind. This is the greatest and most important commandment. The second is like it: Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets depend on these two commandments” (Matthew 22:37–40).
“Just because you can write is no reason you should” Perhaps it is the reason why. Take some time today for quiet thoughts with God, Look inside, that is where you will find him and Join me in Gratitude, Thank you for the love, friendship and being in my life. I hold you in the highest esteem as a gift from GOD, I know the gift is quality because GOD doesn’t build junk. If I hold you as so special, how can you hold yourself as any thing less ??
Blessings 3/11/2016
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